It’s been a little while since my last blog .
I’ve been going through a lot of changes physically – Like breaking old routines and previous habits. I’ve also been learning to deal with my emotions better and find peace within myself. I’m not as angry as I use to be and I’ve stopped fighting everyone and everything and opened up my heart and self to the universe.
I’m on a path to find out my beliefs spiritually and what I believe my purpose is in this world and life.
Now all of these things don’t happen overnight, it takes hard work – asking myself questions I thought I’d never have to answer and being completely honest and open. I feel as though I’m on the right path to doing great things.
The one thing that has helped me deal with my emotions lately has been understanding my conditions. Understanding the colours I see which correspond with my emotions and feelings. Understanding Depression and developing ways I can recognise early signs of it and changing my path. I may not be an expert on myself or my conditions yet but I’m on the way there , which means I’m on the way to being the best version of myself I can be .
I’ve been reading a lot more books and doing a lot more research to broaden my knowledge. Its true what they say about the learning never ending. Life is one big learning experience, and what we learn can shape us.
This for me is growth, I will always continue to grow into a better person; this was a promise I made to myself at the start of this journey.
I’ve also recently found an online support group with other people with similar forms of Synesthesia from all over the world, reading other people’s experiences makes me feel not so alone. I hope somewhere there is one other person reading my blog and it give them the same feeling.
I’m happy to announce I’ve submitted my first Assessment module as a Trainee Yoga Teacher , although challenging I managed to do this while still working full time and not stressing myself out .
I’ve still been attending bible studies weekly and Sunday Mass, and I’m looking forward to being welcomed into my Church next weekend.
Sending good vibes to all you beautiful people xx
Lesson 16 : Learning gives Understanding , Understanding gives Growth